I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally, and as family and friends, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone.There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. I have a goddess of a mum who sweats ambition and empathy and a brother who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of love and joy, making his girl smile because she is good and will do him no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of anyone becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I've become. I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of eighteen, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess. Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your words and your concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore, and so remember, it's better to burn out than to fade away.

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Muhammad Haikal Bin Abdul Rahman 19/6/1991.
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And I love to be myself and explore the glorious way of being Haikal.
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